that weird feeling you get when you have to cough..

ever get that feeling in your chest when you have to cough? that weird feeling...yeah that has been happening to me a lot lately. and i have no idea why. and i dont have time to go get it looked at. mer...

okay so my awesome [cute twins fan] supervisor gave me today off randomly. he needed to give people the day off because we werent opening with two trains today. i guess it wasn't as busy as they thought it would be. i'm not complaining or anything about getting the day off. i got to chillax at home and then not have to rush home to make it to my brothers band concert! however what i am annoyed with [sorry i am complaining] is my team lead. i'm sorry but i am tired of his bull shit right now. i dont think i havent liked someone this much before at work. i am happy i have a job and everything but right now, i would rather be on campus and not dealing with him. he is my team lead at corkscrew and i know the ride better then him! ugh it makes me mad because all he does is complain about his team. saying and i quote "i must have gotten the retarded people this year. they must have stringed out everyone and gave me the stupid members" and so and so "is stupid and slow." and "it wasn't hard to decide who i was sending home. they were annoying me and i dont like them." SERIOUSLY HOW CAN YOU BE A TEAM LEAD IF YOU TALK SHIT ABOUT YOUR TEAM?! my problem is he keeps bitching and complaining about work on facebook. like today, he was complaining about being sent home early. i'm sorry. EVERYONE is getting sent home if they are NOT needed. i dont care if he is the TEAM LEAD or not. ugh!! he makes me so mad. [i was at cork last year if i didnt say that before]

i dont know what i should do. i have my supervisor [not the cute one] telling me i should talk to him about what he is doing wrong at cork. um...HELLO! isn't that YOUR JOB?! ugh...i do NOT UNDERSTAND! it sucks. i'm tired of it. i already hate going into work. i shouldn't have to HATE going into work. because WORK is suppose to be fun at valleyfair! i feel bad that i complain to my old team lead but i am thankful for him listening to me complain about stuff. i dont think i would be able to get through the day with out him or monica listening and helping me try and solve things. who knows.. they want me to email my manager and i am afraid to email him because i dont know how far is to far.

i might sleep on it. or i might just email him tonight.

later blog.