Wednesday, January 19, 2011

the ocean, is on fire

there are many things that cause people to wonder and think about what they are doing. some of these things can cause you to cry and wonder what is going on in life. sometimes it is not clear but others it is. feelings come and go and yet they can't seem to figure out if they should stay or go. pushing feelings away? is that ever possible to do? hiding the feelings that are causing you to re-think what you are doing. the pain that comes from missing someone isn't always fun, it is hard and it sucks. so does that mean we try to find someone that can fill that pain and suffering? is it fair? or is it to the point of stupidity. 


feelings tend to be there no matter how hard we try to figure it out. there are days someone will pop into your head and will make you cry. you will wonder why they popped into your head. or why god has been taking that person away from you. 


there are many ideas going through my mind tonight and some of the have to start with the person that has been in my life for two weeks and then taken away and then back in my life and taken away. there are days that i wonder why i am falling for this person and why i should wait. there are some times that i wonder what am i doing. is this the right time for me? is this the right time for us? what path are we suppose to be on? is our path completely different for a reason right now? it seems like something is pushing us apart but at the same time our paths meet up and then we can never know what will happen next. 


feelings are just there to make us wonder and think. sometimes they can make you cry and make you rethink everything over and over again. 

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