ha that rebecca black song is so annoying. i dont know why but it is always in my head. haha. the sad thing is, it gets suck in your head so easily! blarg!! haha. anything that is my random tid bit for the day. haha. wow so anywho, its friday and i am just chilling here waiting for me best friend to get here from her hometown so we can go shop and go out to eat just the two of us! yay! we haven't done that for..two weeks or so. wow that sounds depressing but its true. i like going out with her because that way we can just chat. speaking of food, i dont think i've eaten this much food in forever. when i get back to campus, we went to bdubs, and then yesterday i went to lunch with a friend and had perkins, and then for dinner we had pizza ranch. yum! but so.much.food! it was yummy but so much food. haha.
so in my last blog i told you i was afraid of seeing not fluffy, well i did see him and truth? i think i am more over him then i had thought. why? because i was perfectly fine with my feelings towards him. yes i know i told him something but now that i think about it, i dont love him like that. i love him as a friend and i hate when he ignores me. but still. we talked about it and i am fine. i am sure he still doesn't believe me but hey, things will get better. we just have to try and not push each other away but we will see. cause i like having him in my life, i just dont think i want to be with not fluffy right now. you never know later on in life, haha, but i feel good now, better then i have in a long time. which is a good thing. because i miss having him as a friend and that is better then anything. yeah i just wanted to get that out and in the open. i'm glad we had that chat and i am happy that things are okay between us. :)
i suppose i should go get ready haha. later blog!
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