i guess my weekend hasn't been as productive as it should have been. i mean i did go to the darkroom for two hours..and did nothing really. i just wasn't feeling the darkroom that day. but i did have a great dinner with two of my friends this weekend. and then i got ignored by one for two days, yeah that makes me feel super well. ugh. then last night was movie night with the guys which is always fun, we were short one but i was texting him the whole time. funny huh? how texting is a thing to do lately. i dont know. it was funny because the friend i was texting likes to flirt and "fight" with me and then i dish it back to him. why? because he makes me laugh and it is all fun and games nothing more then that. anywho that isn't my point right now...then again i dont know what my point was of that. but that was the over view of my weekend i suppose.
hm..we have this project in photography called symbols of self. and i already shot film for it but i am thinking of reshooting it. well i have to, all the negatives were shit anyway. but i am trying to figure out how to make it look like i am distant and i bottle things up and then finally making it explode because the bottle has finally broke from to much stuff being bottled up. and the fact that i worry about stupid shit like oh yes my cell phone not being on. yeah that is fun! and now i couldn't wake a friend up for class and i'm sure he will be upset about it now. ugh. i am tired of being this person that helps out my family. i am always the go to girl and it bugs the shit out of me because i can't help as much as i want to. i have been thinking of pawning off my baby..which is my trumpet. i seriously have been thinking of pawning it off so i can go pay the phone bill but then i dont want to...is that selfish of me? i hope not..because that is the only thing i have left that is really mine that i dont think i could ever part with. ugh.
so...i'm not sure what to talk about anymore, i guess i'm not that upset to just rant on and on...so maybe later. i suppose i am going to go. until next time blog!
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