so i found out that i am just as bad as a friend of mine when being overly tired and wanting to kiss someone or just dont care what happens when grabbing their face and kissing them. however, before anything could happen i just walked away and went to bed and when i woke up i didn't want to do it anymore? is being overly tired causing me to be like that? hell if i would have kissed him would it have mattered anyway? who the heck knows really. all i know is right now, i dont know what i should be doing when it comes to relationships. well. i know it would be fun to have one, but at the same time i probably wouldn't have time for a boyfriend. i always say that but then again, who knows if someone has time for a relationship. haha oh well.
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yeah so my story. i think i lost my muse for it. heh. maybe i will start it back up later but my muse has been dead for a while. well its the weekend and i feel like i dont know what to say in my blog today. it is crappy outside. raining. so basically i just want to lay in my bed and read my book all day. i mean, i did some work. i edited some photos today but my flash drive is sort of full so i can't really save anything on it right now oh well. man something fun needs to happen because it is a little boring here. meh. i am sure i will have more to talk about next week or something. haha i have training weekend for valleyfair and i am sort of dreading it right now. it is going to be boring. day number one is sitting in the galaxy theatre and listening to the managers talk ALL DAY. the second day is meh. okay. we learn how to operate the rides. so who knows where i am going to be. all i know is pow tow is out because i would be working with monica and that isn't okay. we arent allowed to work with our friends apparently. which is dumb.
well i think i am going to go watch black swan and requiem for a dream. i'll let you know how messed of requiem is. haha
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