howdy yall. okay so this week so far at work at been...well lets say interesting. monday, michael, my ex-team lead from corkscrew got FIRED! i know i shouldn't be happy about this but guess what i am. i dont think i've hated someone that much ever..and i mean EVER. five other people got fired on monday. another team lead in my area and a few team members. bahaha. man it was weird. the reason they got fired was because management found out about a party, and they are all underage. so michael came to work drunk i guess. at 2:30pm he blew a 0.05 on a breathalyzer test. i mean seriously who does that. but what i dont get is why the girl who supplied them the alcohol didn't get her butt in trouble. doesn't make since. people are getting fired all around it seems. who knows right now.
anywho, so i can't seem to figure out how to sleep. lol. seriously. sleep is missing in my life it seems.. however on my days off i get to sleep in as long as i want. haha. is it sad that i can sleep until noon somedays? i have never been able to unless i didn't go to bed until 5am or something. but i go to bed early and sleep for 12 or so hours. who knows. whoooooooo knooooows.
so i made the biggest mistake in my life right now. i was suppose to have saturday/sunday off this week. but i gave my sunday to a girl who was suppose to have it off but our supervisor messed up. so i just gave it to her so they wouldn't have to change everyones schedule. so then i realized that if i DIDNT give up my weekend, i gave another girl my saturday because of her brothers grad party and she forgot to take it off, but if i didnt i would of had saturday/sunday/monday off. i could have gone up north to moorhead for the weekend! ugh. dumb. so now i have only today off [thursday] and monday off. booo.....
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Thursday, June 16, 2011
its times like these where...take a guess?
its 1am and i can't sleep. i have to be up at 6:15am and shower, eat something [hopefully] and then drive in rush hour traffic. sound like fun right? no. i can't sleep. which is weird because lately i have been so tired from working all the time i normally fall asleep around ten or eleven and sleep until my alarm goes off. sometimes. it depends on my schedule really. if i dont work until later in the day i turn my alarm off, if i work at eleven i have it on. if i am on call then i have my phone on so i can hear it go off. which sucks cause people normally want to text me around them. haha.
so i've been watching this show called The Lake. it was on the WB or something in 2009. really short show. maybe ten, eleven minute shows. it was fun cause i watched the whole season in about two hours. who knows. maybe thats why i can't sleep or something. ha so..tonight my older brother came home for dinner [he lives with my grandparents] and we watched Black Swan, my mom, brothers and i. my little brother left in the middle of it..since it was awkward for him to watch with our mom. i dont really blame him though. cause i saw Runaways with my mom and i wasn't as weirded out watching it with her. but for some reason Black Swan was a movie that was awkward watching with her. oh well we had fun. my older brother was making fun of me because i was looking at my computer screen at one point and i told him i've seen the movie. hence why i said it was an awkward movie to watch with some poeple. haha.
so..basically its almost 1:30am and i am still awake..booo.
wanna hear a story? or know some random facts about valleyfair? okay!
1. corkscrew is 31 years old this year.
2. high roller use to be in a different park before valleyfair but has been in valleyfair for 36 years.
3. xtreme swing [not extreme] likes to kill birds. this year it hit a bird and it fell into a girls lap. haha.
4. mrvr means Minnesota River Valley Railroad. this year [tuesday june 14th] it killed four little ducklings
5. pow tow [power tower] you have to ride them blue then red or it isn't fun on the blue one.
6. planet snoopy is basically camp snoopy. valleyfair use to own camp snoopy.
7. it cost 9 million dollars to put planet snoopy into valleyfair.
8. if it is super windy out, wild thing will stop in the horse shoe turn.
9. all the high rides go down only if it is super rainy or there is lightning.
10. valleyfair doesn't close early for rain, unless the storm isn't going to pass or it wont stop lightning out.
11. xtreme swing can't operate when the wind is 40 mph
yeah that is all i can think about right now. haha.
i'm going to go try and sleep.
night blog!
so i've been watching this show called The Lake. it was on the WB or something in 2009. really short show. maybe ten, eleven minute shows. it was fun cause i watched the whole season in about two hours. who knows. maybe thats why i can't sleep or something. ha so..tonight my older brother came home for dinner [he lives with my grandparents] and we watched Black Swan, my mom, brothers and i. my little brother left in the middle of it..since it was awkward for him to watch with our mom. i dont really blame him though. cause i saw Runaways with my mom and i wasn't as weirded out watching it with her. but for some reason Black Swan was a movie that was awkward watching with her. oh well we had fun. my older brother was making fun of me because i was looking at my computer screen at one point and i told him i've seen the movie. hence why i said it was an awkward movie to watch with some poeple. haha.
so..basically its almost 1:30am and i am still awake..booo.
wanna hear a story? or know some random facts about valleyfair? okay!
1. corkscrew is 31 years old this year.
2. high roller use to be in a different park before valleyfair but has been in valleyfair for 36 years.
3. xtreme swing [not extreme] likes to kill birds. this year it hit a bird and it fell into a girls lap. haha.
4. mrvr means Minnesota River Valley Railroad. this year [tuesday june 14th] it killed four little ducklings
5. pow tow [power tower] you have to ride them blue then red or it isn't fun on the blue one.
6. planet snoopy is basically camp snoopy. valleyfair use to own camp snoopy.
7. it cost 9 million dollars to put planet snoopy into valleyfair.
8. if it is super windy out, wild thing will stop in the horse shoe turn.
9. all the high rides go down only if it is super rainy or there is lightning.
10. valleyfair doesn't close early for rain, unless the storm isn't going to pass or it wont stop lightning out.
11. xtreme swing can't operate when the wind is 40 mph
yeah that is all i can think about right now. haha.
i'm going to go try and sleep.
night blog!
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
summer time is a time for memories
hey yall so i have been busy working and everything lately. however, saturday [June 11th] i went to the Panic! at the Disco concert with my best friend/twin Monica. she didn't get to meet the band which is sad because she was suppose to meet them. however we had a blast and afterwards we were really hungry, after buying out expensive hoodies, so we walked down to jimmy johns. and while we were eating Monica asked me if this person was Matt Tolbert from the Twins and i was like ..i think so. so she got up and asked him and he just smiled! it was so cool! he sat at a table next to us and talked to us for a bit! i think saturday was the best day/night i have ever had in so long! i can't believe that i met a TWINS PLAYER! can you say LUCKY! we did ask for a picture but he was iffy on taking pictures out of uniform. which is completely understanding. we understood why he doesn't like pictures out of uniform. but still! it was awesome and everything! i was excited. tee hee.
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so my friend just showed me this and i like it a lot.
The Script taught me how to move on.
Green Day taught me that government's gonna fail someday.
Bruno Mars taught me to do anything for that one person I love
Eminem taught me that life is hard but you can make it through
Travis taught me to be generous
Taylor Swift taught me not every girl is going to treat me right
30 Seconds to Mars taught me to speak whats on my mind
Michael Jackson taught me to always love the people around me
Music taught me to live
think about it. what has music taught you? have you ever wondered what it is like to think back on something that you have learned?
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okay so..lately i have this feeling like there is a sign on my back saying "dont be friends with me. i'm a bitch" i mean, think about it. i have lost ... two friends because i decided to put my foot down and say no finally. and just live my life the way i want to. and now i have a friend who wont even give me the time of day. seriously it makes me feel like crap most of the time because i have been trying to stay friends with him and yet..he wont even respond to anything. he is the one who called me one day while i was at work! and i tried calling him back after work and yet...nothing.
its sort of the feeling i have with another friend. why? because i have been trying to figure out a weekend to go back up to campus just for a weekend or something and they wont let me know a weekend that works for them. it really is starting to get annoying. i mean...it isn't that hard to let me know a weekend you are not busy or dont work so we can plan something. i have the time to take off and yet i dont know when to take it off. i haven't a clue really. it is really starting to get annoying because i dont have to take time off but i would like to take time off and go up north for a weekend. however i understand if nothing works out. i just need to know. cause i miss my friend :)
oaifjgaoudfhgsorifjgsldkfgjsd [how i feel lately]
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so my friend just showed me this and i like it a lot.
The Script taught me how to move on.
Green Day taught me that government's gonna fail someday.
Bruno Mars taught me to do anything for that one person I love
Eminem taught me that life is hard but you can make it through
Travis taught me to be generous
Taylor Swift taught me not every girl is going to treat me right
30 Seconds to Mars taught me to speak whats on my mind
Michael Jackson taught me to always love the people around me
Music taught me to live
think about it. what has music taught you? have you ever wondered what it is like to think back on something that you have learned?
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okay so..lately i have this feeling like there is a sign on my back saying "dont be friends with me. i'm a bitch" i mean, think about it. i have lost ... two friends because i decided to put my foot down and say no finally. and just live my life the way i want to. and now i have a friend who wont even give me the time of day. seriously it makes me feel like crap most of the time because i have been trying to stay friends with him and yet..he wont even respond to anything. he is the one who called me one day while i was at work! and i tried calling him back after work and yet...nothing.
its sort of the feeling i have with another friend. why? because i have been trying to figure out a weekend to go back up to campus just for a weekend or something and they wont let me know a weekend that works for them. it really is starting to get annoying. i mean...it isn't that hard to let me know a weekend you are not busy or dont work so we can plan something. i have the time to take off and yet i dont know when to take it off. i haven't a clue really. it is really starting to get annoying because i dont have to take time off but i would like to take time off and go up north for a weekend. however i understand if nothing works out. i just need to know. cause i miss my friend :)
oaifjgaoudfhgsorifjgsldkfgjsd [how i feel lately]
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
whats the difference?
today i didnt go to the beach. my friends are going wednesday and/or thursday. which i work so i wont be able to go. which sucks because i haven't seen those two in so long. probably not since...geeezus i dont even know anymore. its been a while. anywho, i washed my car however! and cleaned it out. i burnt my back doing it. but i guess thats what i get for being outside when it is 104F outside. bahaha. oh well. i am already burnt on my forehead from working all day saturday/sunday/monday. baha. not much of sunday due to being at cork for 9 hours.
anywho, so i was watching Judas by Lady GaGa and my mom and i were talking about how people are complaining about how religiously offensive that music video is. i dont see it. i really dont see it. i really dont. can someone explain it to me? because i dont get it. no i really dont care if you are not a fan of it but then again. look around you. how many things are offensive in this world? a lot? yea there is your answer. when it comes to music it shouldn't matter anymore. look at Madonna! she danced around a burning cross and at that time, black people were being accused of white people crimes and no one would stand up for colored people. why? because they didn't want to or something i dont know. and in that time, having a white and black kissing wasn't okay [says my mom and i believe her.] but really what is the difference? watch the videos and tell me what is the difference in the videos? i see nothing different. if you LISTEN to the music you will notice that Judas denies her three times [if i remember correctly] someone has a good comment on the music video of Lady GaGas.
"A betraying love that her heart cannot let go even though she knows it's wrong
The heart has its own reasons that the brain can do nothing about it"
there you go. think about it. "Jesus is my virtue, And Judas is the demon I cling to " [lyrics]
i guess my problem with this one is just that people need to realize it isn't the end of the world for someone to do something. really it isnt. clinging to a demon. everyone has a damn demon in their life that they need to get rid of.
who knows. my mom and i were talking about it and it makes me laugh sometimes because it just sucks that people judge others even off of music. it isn't like they are trying to brainwash you into anything. seriously. it is dumb.
watch. what is the difference?
anywho, so i was watching Judas by Lady GaGa and my mom and i were talking about how people are complaining about how religiously offensive that music video is. i dont see it. i really dont see it. i really dont. can someone explain it to me? because i dont get it. no i really dont care if you are not a fan of it but then again. look around you. how many things are offensive in this world? a lot? yea there is your answer. when it comes to music it shouldn't matter anymore. look at Madonna! she danced around a burning cross and at that time, black people were being accused of white people crimes and no one would stand up for colored people. why? because they didn't want to or something i dont know. and in that time, having a white and black kissing wasn't okay [says my mom and i believe her.] but really what is the difference? watch the videos and tell me what is the difference in the videos? i see nothing different. if you LISTEN to the music you will notice that Judas denies her three times [if i remember correctly] someone has a good comment on the music video of Lady GaGas.
"A betraying love that her heart cannot let go even though she knows it's wrong
The heart has its own reasons that the brain can do nothing about it"
there you go. think about it. "Jesus is my virtue, And Judas is the demon I cling to " [lyrics]
i guess my problem with this one is just that people need to realize it isn't the end of the world for someone to do something. really it isnt. clinging to a demon. everyone has a damn demon in their life that they need to get rid of.
who knows. my mom and i were talking about it and it makes me laugh sometimes because it just sucks that people judge others even off of music. it isn't like they are trying to brainwash you into anything. seriously. it is dumb.
watch. what is the difference?
Monday, June 6, 2011
farmers tans and sore feet
so..i have no idea how long its been since i last posted a blog. but i haven't had much time to even think for myself let alone sleep it seems like.
i moved rides, yeah i finally told management about what my team lead [at the time] was doing/saying about me and everything. and i got moved. well i was told i was being moved so i asked if i could stay in the same area and it happened. i'm much happier now. however, today sucked. i had to stand at linus's beetle bugs [old bumble bees if you have been to vfair] from 9am-6pm. i died. yup. my face hurts and my arms are sore. HOWEVER i am now at xtreme [yes it is spelt that way] swing and MRVR [big train] and i get an awesome tan! i have an epic farmers tan going on, however i plan on evening it out on my days off. which is tuesday [tomorrow] and saturday. PANIC AT THE DISCO CONCERT ON SATURDAY! HELL YA!! i'm pumped. my mom bought my ticket for me, and i just paid for dinner so i think we are even? if not i can always bug her cigarets.
dude! so other then a really crappy day at work and probably more sunburn on top of sunburn. on channel two TPT (Twin Cities Public Television) DCI Drum Corps International. yeah. ON TV RIGHT NOW!!!!! :D yes! ITS AWESOME why? because Minnesota Brass! two of my friends are in Minn. Brass and i love watching they preform! it makes me miss marching band, but then i remember my knee cant take it anymore then i get all sad. mer...
yeah...tomorrow is my day off and i think i am going to the beach with two friend who are home for the week. and washing my car [by hand] and laundry! woo! i already have my day planned out!!
later blog.
i moved rides, yeah i finally told management about what my team lead [at the time] was doing/saying about me and everything. and i got moved. well i was told i was being moved so i asked if i could stay in the same area and it happened. i'm much happier now. however, today sucked. i had to stand at linus's beetle bugs [old bumble bees if you have been to vfair] from 9am-6pm. i died. yup. my face hurts and my arms are sore. HOWEVER i am now at xtreme [yes it is spelt that way] swing and MRVR [big train] and i get an awesome tan! i have an epic farmers tan going on, however i plan on evening it out on my days off. which is tuesday [tomorrow] and saturday. PANIC AT THE DISCO CONCERT ON SATURDAY! HELL YA!! i'm pumped. my mom bought my ticket for me, and i just paid for dinner so i think we are even? if not i can always bug her cigarets.
dude! so other then a really crappy day at work and probably more sunburn on top of sunburn. on channel two TPT (Twin Cities Public Television) DCI Drum Corps International. yeah. ON TV RIGHT NOW!!!!! :D yes! ITS AWESOME why? because Minnesota Brass! two of my friends are in Minn. Brass and i love watching they preform! it makes me miss marching band, but then i remember my knee cant take it anymore then i get all sad. mer...
yeah...tomorrow is my day off and i think i am going to the beach with two friend who are home for the week. and washing my car [by hand] and laundry! woo! i already have my day planned out!!
later blog.
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