im not the kind of girl ... speak now ...

hey! so its almost been a month since i last wrote a blog. jeez. what have i been doing with my life? wait ... what life? valleyfair owns my soul according to my friends. haha. oh well. saturday needs to come. basically i need saturday to come because ... i'm back at corkscrew. yeah my rides are down for the season and now i dont know. i want to be there but i want to quit. but my parents convinced me not to quit because i would have lost my bonus. so i stayed. i wasn't happy that when i was on vacation people at work tried to tell me what was going on. i had to turn my phone off just so i could relax. ugh. that kinda sucks. oh well. branden [supervisor] said that if i quit he'd be sad. because they need me to work. i'm really glad i got to know him over the summer. because ... he has been able to make me feel better when i am in a bad mood because of something. and he understood when i had to get relocated that it wasn't my fault and that i didnt want to be there.

speaking of not wanting to be there. i didnt plan on going back to valleyfair this year. and i have been telling myself that i am not going back next year. until branden gave me a team lead application. and we talked about me being a team lead at certain rides and even though i am not 100% sure that i am going back that he wants me to fill out the application. hm... should i? i mean... should i REALLY go back?

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so another thing at work that bugs me. is that ... people who are really disrespectful. we have these things called "special access" and basically is you are autistic or if you have special needs we can let you on our ride right away or give you a boarding time. basically we gave this guy and his family member of what not a boarding time and they wanted to sit in the front seat so we let them. and we asked/told those waiting that they needed to wait for the next train to come into the station [30 seconds longer] and they threw a fit! i'm SORRY but basically you are disrespectful. has it ever dawned on people that their lives are a little harder then ours? i dont know.. maybe i'm in the wrong or something but i had that people treat them like crap. they are still people, its just they need a little help to get through life.

also it seems like i have to call security every time i am in controls. but this girl i work with called security at totspot [little kid rides we run] and she was telling me she called security because this mom was hitting her child! i guess the story is ... she was letting kids in to the ride. and one of the little kids didn't want to ride and the mom got mad and started beating on her child. um .... one ... you dont do that in public.. two ... you dont do that EVER to a child or anyone! i asked if she said something to the mom and she said no. NO!?! um.. i'm sorry but if it was me i would have said something. i would have at least gotten the child away from their mom some how and just started talking to them. and ask them why they are scared or something while i waited for security. but i'm sorry. this is why people i work with this year ... or basically at corkscrew make me mad. minus some of them... because i love working with them. but STILL! why wouldn't you say something?! i might be in the wrong again but no...

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ever have a weird mood? like with music. well i do now. its with taylor swift. yeah her cd. SPEAK NOW. yeah my mom had it and i have been listening to it non-stop. but i am listening to the stuff not on the radio and what not. i like those songs better because ... oh yeah! they aren't over played. haha.



so..... oh! did you know animals wont eat other animals that have been struck by lightning?

yeah i didnt either until today. yay branden for his random facts. :)