day number nine

i'm back on campus. hell to the ya! i have been working on homework since i've been back. seriously. NOTHING is unpacked and it will stay that way until tomorrow probably. yes i am lazy. but i am tired and i am still working on homework basically. i am just waiting for people to get back from dinner and work so i can finish up my project. sort of. have i ever told you that SELF PORTRAITS suck beyond anything? yes they do. a photographer is never really in front of their own camera. it is super weird but i am doing a self portrait, well three, for my final project. so yeah. wednesday my grandpa goes in for this heart thinger that i can not spell so i am not even going to try. but basically it is this thing, that goes into his heart and is suppose to open up valves or something. the problem is. it is a SUPER risky process. he could end up having a heart attack while they are doing it and yeah. then i found out he has DNR which basically means they are not allowed to put his heart back to normal. aka. he would end up dying from the heart attack. i'm nervous. but i am so busy that i will probably be like "oh yeah he had that thing" if i do not get a phone call before then. i swear if i get a phone call saying that someone died in my family i will be pissed. okay no. if i get a call saying my grandpa died. yeah.... that wouldn't be pretty. so. sneezing. I HATE IT. i hate sneezing when i am driving. i feel like i am going to die. especially during rush hour i hate it. i mean. COME ON texting and driving is dangerous but so is sneezing. they do not teach you that in drivers ed. but they should! your eyes are closed for a second. a lot can happen in a second!!! but seriously. i hate sneezing. i feel like that is ALL i have been doing lately is sneezing. stupid allergies making my head act all funny and crap. until tomorrow. hopefully something fun happens! :D