day number two

yesterday i talked to my grandma. because well, i had to call to tell my grandpa i had FRIED GREEN TOMATOES!! :D hell to the ya! haha. if you do not get what i mean, (which many won't) there is a movie called fried green tomatoes which is my grandpa's favorite movie. the sad thing, i am the only grandchild who will watch the movie with him. it is a super long movie and it is a wonderful and beautiful movie that i think everyone should watch! but i made my grandparents laugh when i told them. i think it is important for me to even call them a few times a week just to see how things are going. but who knows. so i hate mondays. seriously. i hate them. they are probably the worst things ever. for the last few mondays they have been shit. not going to lie. they are probably the shittiest days i have had in the longest time. not one monday turns out to be good. today, i found out i have to have a mock up of my final project by the 11th. problem is. the "models" i need are all going home over easter break and i have NO WAY of printing or taking pictures of them! so i have no way of figuring it out and i am probably going to change my final project so i can work on it over break. so now i get to email my professor with another proposal for something else. i feel overwhelmed and what not. plus lately photography hasn't been my favorite subject. i entered a juried show and i didn't get in. i mean it would be fine. i wouldn't be upset about it (still) if this other girl didn't enter and got both of her pieces into the show. it just sucks and it is hard because i just want to be noticed at an artist. i want to be noticed as someone who is great at what they do and what not. oh well. in sociology today we talked about sex and relationships. mostly about sex. because sex is fun apparently. gotta love sociology!