day number eleven

this is going to be short. due to two things. one. i am tired as sin again. and two. i can't really type that well or fast right now. you see. being an art major is NOT SAFE. it is probably one of the most dangerous majors you can be in. why you might ask? well we play with sharp objects. and lately sharp objects are NOT my friend. i have a scar from a picture frame that is metal and NOW i have a gimp finger on my left hand. i never realized how much i use my left pointer finger until i started typing today. anywho. i sliced my finger pretty deep and long with an x-acto knife. so these blogs might be short until it is healed enough. once again. until tomorrow!

day number ten

i wonder if i get into the 20's if i will still type out the number or just put the number (ie. 20, 21, 22) so. to start off my week. it was hell. seriously today couldn't have been anymore stressful. it is either stress or just my body telling me to STOP MOVING and relax. seriously. isn't that what breaks are for? to relax. yeah right. my breaks are never relaxable. i didn't sleep much when i was home. i think i have a cold on top of allergies. it is just insane and i just want to sleep. going to kickboxing today was a pain in the ass. i couldn't breath and i am super sore today for some reason. probably the lack of sleep, plus the allergies/cold thing and yeah. who the hell knows. all i know is i WANT TO SLEEP or well. i just want the semester to be over with so i can go have fun in Scotland/Ireland and come back, finish my photo class. and do whatever the hell i want during the summer. aka. going to valleyfair with the girls from scotland and yeah. so my roommate just posted a video on my Facebook page. it was cool because it had JOSH HUTCHERSON in it basically. these girls stalked him at a baseball game. but he is cute. .... no wait. he is hawt. haha. but yeah. i was going to vent about something today seeing how my day was crap but i haven't had the energy or time to just sit and write what i want. which is why these have been super short lately. until tomorrow! :)

day number nine

i'm back on campus. hell to the ya! i have been working on homework since i've been back. seriously. NOTHING is unpacked and it will stay that way until tomorrow probably. yes i am lazy. but i am tired and i am still working on homework basically. i am just waiting for people to get back from dinner and work so i can finish up my project. sort of. have i ever told you that SELF PORTRAITS suck beyond anything? yes they do. a photographer is never really in front of their own camera. it is super weird but i am doing a self portrait, well three, for my final project. so yeah. wednesday my grandpa goes in for this heart thinger that i can not spell so i am not even going to try. but basically it is this thing, that goes into his heart and is suppose to open up valves or something. the problem is. it is a SUPER risky process. he could end up having a heart attack while they are doing it and yeah. then i found out he has DNR which basically means they are not allowed to put his heart back to normal. aka. he would end up dying from the heart attack. i'm nervous. but i am so busy that i will probably be like "oh yeah he had that thing" if i do not get a phone call before then. i swear if i get a phone call saying that someone died in my family i will be pissed. okay no. if i get a call saying my grandpa died. yeah.... that wouldn't be pretty. so. sneezing. I HATE IT. i hate sneezing when i am driving. i feel like i am going to die. especially during rush hour i hate it. i mean. COME ON texting and driving is dangerous but so is sneezing. they do not teach you that in drivers ed. but they should! your eyes are closed for a second. a lot can happen in a second!!! but seriously. i hate sneezing. i feel like that is ALL i have been doing lately is sneezing. stupid allergies making my head act all funny and crap. until tomorrow. hopefully something fun happens! :D

day number eight

happy easter. i am probably going to make this one short because i am overly tired and i just want to sleep. but yes. nothing special happened over easter. other then my parents/aunt and uncle had an adult conversations. aka. an adult conversations without the adult children. we had a piñata it was a duck in a shell. my uncle pushed it into my nose and it hurt really bad so i took the blind hold off and smack the crap out of it. aka. one hit and the candy went flying. haha. the funny thing, i put the candy in the piñata. so... i just finished editing my first paid photo shoot. i am excited to give her the cds with the images on them. i am going to keep editing them though. so it should be fun. :) like i said. this is short. i really don't have anything to talk about. so yes. til tomorrow.

day number seven

okay today basically sucked. i am serious. i am so tired. i wonder if it is because i didn't shower today. but oh well. some funny stuff happened today. my mom and i went to breakfast and we were sitting there. and this group of high schoolers came in laughing. well lets say they all were probably drunk last night, and basically the first person who passed out/fell asleep was screwed. they shaved his head. and left chunks of hair on his head. and then sharpied his face. i felt bad but at the same time i don't. if you drink in high school there is something wrong with you. i mean, yes i am someone who drank underage but seriously. i waited until college. so last night i went to applebees with some friends from high school. well lets just say all we talked about was sex, sex and more sex. i don't mind talking about sex. hell i enjoy talking about sex. but we don't need to talk about it in a public place. and the funny thing. i was the only one there who doesn't fuck around with guys. i mean, yes i have been that girl who makes out with boys who have girlfriends. but that is something else. and i do flirt/cuddle and hold hands with guy friends. or well a guy friend. but who knows. it is fine. i just don't think we should be talking about it in public with a TON of people around. talking about sex is fun. i can talk about it with my best friends and even my mom. (yes i talk about sex with my mom and it isn't awkward. yay us!) today my mom and i made easter dog cupcakes. they were suppose to be sheep but seeing how my mom and i do not like uncooked marshmallows or gum drops we made them into dogs. they are yummy. at first we were like "they are bi-ractial and black" (cookies and cream chocolate and milk chocolate) we thought it was super funny. but that could be me. so have you ever had dreams about someone you are about a lot? well i have and it drives me INSANE. because this person means the world to me and if i didn't go to school with this person after high school we wouldn't be friends and i don't know what i would do without this person. seriously. oh well. so to finish off my sucky day. i have allergies. and having my cat shed a lot doesn't help (not allergic to my cat) and i have had a headache all day from my science being closed up. it got to the point of i would breathe and i would get dizzy. it sucked. my face is super warm so now idk if i have a fever or not. because my body temp is slightly cooler then normal people. due to me being a premature baby. oh well. haha. hopefully tomorrow is better. well yes. last but not least. i just want to say. don't let people get you down. seriously. people are going to be jerks and they are going to change things on you no matter what you do. don't doubt yourself for a minute. if you know you are suppose to do something then do it. having a major because you love it doesn't matter. you are suppose to be in that major because you love it. believe me. it has happened to me. i let this one person get to me (sometimes more and sometimes not in my major) but it gets better.

day number six

i decided in order to keep track of my blogs. i am only going to name them "day number ____" because it is easier. haha. i have been forgetful lately so that is why. so today i did my first photo shoot with children. i had a 12 year old girl, a 10 year old boy. a 2 year old girl and two one year olds (twins) it was hard. but we got some good prints. :) i am excited to edit them and finally make my Facebook page. but i haven't figured out a name for my photography. i mean, my name is boring. also! I AM NOW AN OWNER OF BATMAN FLIP FLOPS! HELL YA!!! :D sorry this is super short today. i am going out with friends soon and i still have to go put gas in my car. but yes. i will blog later !! (duh)

day number five

hey y'all! so today i got up super SUPER early to take my brother to school. he's pretty cool so i figured i'd be nice and take him to school. i had to get up at 6:40AM and i haven't gotten up that early in SO LONG. but anywho. i took him. went to my grandparents. started my laundry and showered (yes you wanted to know about my morning.) then i went and BAM hung out at the bus company with my mom and her co-workers who like to make fun of me. haha. then i went to lunch with my mom and one of her guy coworkers. it was funny because my mom left to go back to work and left me there with him. he's pretty legit. makes fun of me and what not. but yeah. there is a couple at my moms work who likes to try and get him in trouble. and he gave me ride back to my car and when i got out of his truck his couple gave him the meanest look ever. haha. okay. one. he's forty three. two. i'm pretty damn sure he is into my mom. three. yeah no. he's the same age as my dad. and finally number four. i like guys who are a few years older then me. not two times my age. haha. so. i made chicken taco salad tonight. it is pretty damn good. i'm a good cook i'm not going to lie. seriously. i will brag about it because i know if you give me something new to make i will make it and it will be ten times better! but yeah. OH! AND I BOOKED THE HOTEL FOR IRELAND TODAY!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D you have NO IDEA how exciting this is! that just means we are just one step closer! it turns out to be about $70 a person. but really that isn't super bad. the hotel is about a 42 minute walk from the center of Derry Ireland, yes it is also called Londonderry. but still FRECKING IRELAND!! :D